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Death Death is a release
Not a punishment
Some people fear Death
As if they have something here.
However when you have nothing
It doesnt matter; Death
Death relieves us of our pain
Whether you are elderly
Or a sick little child
Death will set you free
Death is lovely
And extremely popular
Or so I hear
So why fear Death
He will set me free
From all the pain
And things not gained.
If I LeaveThe heart beats
Sad and slow
For who it beats
I do not know
Would it be better
If I disappeared?
Poof, Drawn Under
Not lingering here?
Maybe I should
leave this place
You wont have to see
My ugly face
If I go
Nobody will know
They'll turn away
And forget the day
You wont have to feed me
With your unfufilling love
With your lack of care
I wont need it, Not a hair
Where I am going
I will no longer be a burden
You can love freely
Undone, Unconcerned- End.
This road...These clouds of RainHun if you do this
You will never know
The true meaning of happiness
The way it feels to glow
You are a good person
Who doesn't deserve pain
But you don't know it
And just like the clouds, you shed rain
I know i dont mean much
To you anymore
But you are still my friend
So i'll never let go
You may think I am ignorant
As to what goes on in your head
But really i've been there
And heard every word you said
You need to know that I am here
I may not be much but all i do is care
Care for you and everyone else i love
And i will remain here and never disappear
Please dont go down
This terrible road
Because one too many
Have come back hollow and alone
Hun if i could take away the pain
I would because you are special
Trust me and let me into the threshold
Reveal yourself to me and let forth with the rain
PretendThere is another person
I pretend to be
Who wears a size C
Instead of barely a B
She has gorgeous black locks
And never gets teased or mocked
I pretend myself is as she is
With a beautiful soul that is as good as his
I pretend everybody loves this me
They laugh and accept her freely
She has perfect teeth
And is beautiful outside as well as underneath
When i drift off to this imagianary land
Everybody loves me
At least that's the plan...
Not over youHave you ever thought
You were over someone
Looked over your shoulder at them
Your heart plunging under
Your emotions like an ocean
With crashing waves
Against the shore of your conciousness
Over and over again
The build-up of emotions
So full it makes your body shake
All of this pressure built up
Is too much for your heart to take
You thought the pain was over
You thought you'd locked him out
But seeing their face again
Fills you up with all kinds of doubt
Unknown Name-Old PoemMisleaded, Misguided
The love has been hiding
The love i put within him
Your lack of attention
Makes me feel like
My life is lived in detention
Just doesn't feel right
Why do you hide your feelings?
I'll never know
What makes you stay here?
You'll never show
I wanna run,
I wanna hide
Two feelings clashing
Time stands still for no man
I can't leave you without a plan
Will you let me love you
Or will we be forever doomed
Leave or StayThe love
My heart soon to explode
With happiness here, no hate to be found
You talk about her
My heart jumps behind a wall
My insecurities in the way
Do you care for her at all?
Should i leave you now?
Save myself some pain...I dont know how
Or is there nothing there
Between you and her, so fair
How do i know
When to run or when to stay?
My feelings for you grow
Every damn day
TrustWhat is this word
You all call trust
It is strange, unknown
What is this trust?
How do we trust?
If everytime we think
we see lies,
We turn around and run to go hide
I wanna believe you
I sort of do
Its just that feeling deep inside
That you'll leave for something new
I'm scared to show you things
Incase you find
That im not as special
As you thought you saw in your mind
Help me someone
Make me believe
That he's not leaving
And this relationship isnt a tease
My mind is tainted
With dark, hopless thoughts
Cure my sickness
I love him lots
African DestructionUnstable minds
The rebels grow stronger
We are forced to give in
Running is now all we know
No life, no love
Just darkness below
All around us near
The cries of children
And family is what you hear
How can a monster
Such as this
Be allowed to run loose
Unleashing its deadly kiss
just another adolescent love poemlet’s get this straight right now:
there are people i can only talk to
at four o’clock in the morning, when
the line between decency and secrecy
becomes just as blurred as the one between
night and day.
you’re not one of them.
i’m not ashamed of you.
or scared. and don’t try to tell me that’s not
a miracle because i still check under the bed
for monsters and behind the shower curtain
for serial killers. i know it’s all in my head
but things like that make me terrified;
i mean, i still hold my breath crossing by a cemetery
and someone else is always going to have to kill the spiders.
i’m hoping that someone will be you.
which i’m also hoping i’ll never accidentally tell you
because it’s like i lose all cognitive reasoning
around you, even when we’re fighting.
you split me down the middle, half of me wanting
to tear out your femur and beat some sense into you
and the other half wanting to give anything,
even the foun
Cold Hands, Warm HeartYou spent the day telling me
That I'm hot when I'm cold,
That I look pretty with my hair wet,
That I'm fast in water,
That I'm your little fishy,
As I sped through the river's current.
You cuddled me, hugged me,
I'm finally sure you love me,
And yet I manage to push you away.
You know my hands are freezing cold,
Did I warn you that my heart's the same?
Cold hands, warm heart, I've been told,
I guess for me, it's not the same.
I didn't believe in angels until I met you,
I know you're one.
But not the kind with wings or halos.
Your aura is woven with beams from the sun,
Yet I'm a dark creature, dwelling in shadows.
I'm sorry I got mad at you for a stupid little thing,
And I know my words sting.
I know my hands are freezing, and my heart's the same.
But I love you with a passion, and in my heart is a flame.
Sorry Only Says So MuchThere is a particular tension in the halls of a high school.
The eyes of two young souls meet-
Two lost souls.
One was broken beyond repair, with scars that would make the eyes of the strongest man drool.
One was the one who made that feet.
Two rotten souls.
When they see each other,
They both- at the very least the culprit-one- contort their chests.
They avert there eyes and their hearts drop.
It's like they want to cry from the pain,
But also from the joy of the past all over again.
Now the evil one,
The one who gave the other so much pain,
Stays up at night, torturing herself,
Clinging to torn pictures and rotten petals,
Listening to old songs and reading through old messages,
Regretting the past.
She knows she can't change what she's done.
She knows there won't be a reset this time.
It's just the most painful thought in her mind.
She wonders if the other ever thinks the same.
She wonders if the other ever utters her name.
There isn't much else she can do now to begin a friendship,
Ever Contemplating I have so many options,
but at the same time,
I have none.
As much as I wanna leave,
I think I might have to stay
right where I am.
someday it will happen:
we'll be on our own
you just have to wait.
I have to finish some things
before we can start:
before we can disappear
and live in our little shack
by the beach in paradise
with just enough to get by.
Playing music on the street
to get something to eat;
just to stay alive.
Although the melodies
keep our hearts beating
and the breaths we take going.
Screaming out our lungs
trying to bring back grunge,
with all our clothes
covered in studs.
you tasted like mintI remember the way you stared into my eyes
in the front seat of your car.
Our favorite song was playing on the radio
and you were driving me home in the rain
because I didn't have anyone else who could give me a ride.
You parked your car in my drive way
and we watched the rain drops race down the windshield.
You had kissed me goodbye before I got out
and I waved as you drove away.
And for a while, it seemed like I couldn't get the taste
of your minty lips out of my mouth.
Kaoru x Chubby reader: You're not fat.
You were hanging with at the Hitachiin mansion with the rest of the Host club members on a Friday night hanging out after a very long day at school.You were bullied at school but for a peculiar reason.You were a bit chubby.You weren't skinny,but you weren't fat either.Although,you do feel fat most of the time.Most girls at the school were- wait let me rephrase that,EVERY girl at the school was skinny except for you.You had trouble losing weight in the past.You had a strict diet and excercised daily.It was a very slow process but the pounds were skimming off....just not fast enough.Because of being chubby and being self consious you didn't have much friends.However,Kaoru Hitchiin was the first person to become your friend when you came to Ouran.You met the host club after that and became great friends.Haruhi and Kouya are the only ones who knew that you're being bullied by your weight but neither you or them really mentioned it much.You smiled lightl
send me letters instead of text messagesi.
hold me close to your heart;
make me laugh when i'm upset
and protect me when i feel scared.
make me feel like i'm
important to you.
send me letters in the mail
that contain poems that you wrote just for me
and tell me about how you go to
the bookstore every other weekend, hoping that
you can find something for me to read.
tell me about how you want to
go to college after we graduate
and study chemistry like you said you would,
and rant about how much you love science
even if i'm not interested in science,
because i love that you're so passionate about something
and i just love listening to your voice
when you're happy.
Toco un par de veces la puerta de la casa de los Maidlow, la primera persona en abrirme es Joyce, iba a saludarla, pero, ella cerro la puerta en mi cara. Suspiro y vuelvo a tocar, esta ves me abre Steve con una sonrisa encantadora.
―Hola. ―Digo dulcemente, Steve me observa y sonríe.
―Hey Pam.―Steve se hace a un lado y me deja pasar, cierra la puerta detrás de mi y luego se coloca frente a mi estirando sus brazos. Lo cargo, y el rodea mi cuello con sus brazos y mi abdomen con sus piernas, para luego proporcionarme un sonoro beso en la mejilla. Joyce esta sentada en el sofá café de la sala viendo televisión y a su lado Liam sin camisa, trago en seco y miro hacía otro lado levemente sonrojada, Liam se levanta y se coloca frente a ella, observa a su hermano y niega con la cabeza.
―¿Es no puedes dejar a Pamdora en paz, Steve?. ―El susodicho le saca la lengua.
―Cuando sea mayor Pam sera mi novia y la cuidar
LuckyMy mind is racing
You never leave my thoughts
Your perfect lips pressed against mine
Every time I think of us together I lose my breath
Looking in your eyes is looking in to the Devine
Losing you caused emotional death
Life's curve balls are the hardest to take
This unexpected feeling so real and intense , excessively overwhelming
Simply cannot be faked
This perfect pitch impossible to hit
Strike out my head hung low
Back to the bench I sit
Please just one more chance
One more hug one more kiss
Just one more conversation
One more moment in heavenly bliss
Am I suppose to be happy it happened and be okay with it over
That last night with you I'll never forget
so tender so soft so gentle and passionate
Please come back my LoTi clover
Here With YouIn this moment
I feel safe
My emotions, my heart
Just can't possibly wait
For the moment you realize
What you and I have failed to hide
Lying next to you
Hearing your heartbeat too
Makes my breath
Catch in my throat
My heart begins
To fill up with hope
I take deep breaths
And hope you don't notice
My heart's beating crazy
With no state of focus
Talking to you,
Is like walking on mines
One wrong move,
and all is untied
I must tread carefully
If I want you to be with me
Your always on my mind
everyday, and at any time
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