These are the words I could never say
Every time you complimented me..I took it in I rolled my eyes but on the inside I smiled because yours is the opinion I care most about. These words I couldn't say but now that its late and I'm lonely I find myself able to admit to everything I couldn't say when I was with you. You are so beautiful and you know it

I know you're supposedly not suppose to call guys beautiful but god...you are so beautiful. Idk why but I call you this because I believe it to be true and I have no idea how else to explain the awe I feel when I gaze in your direction. I love everything about you. And yes you can be a bit...jerkish. But every guy is. It's just the male whatever. Everyone can be a bitch or a dick. So don't beat yourself up about it. Because I love you the way you are and I wouldn't change you. You've been there for me, stuck with me through my insecurities, held me when i cried and made me laugh no matter what you put a smile on my face and I cherish you because I am in love with you. And I only hope that we figure out a way around everything that life throws at us and we stay close. Maybe not in ways that we both want or expect but no matter what happens ill be here for you to love you and listen to you even if I have no idea what you're talking about...you will feel like I'm listening in 100%. "When you need a place to run to...for better or worse I Got You<3" -I got you by Leona Lewis. Right now I'm listening to Wherever you will go by The calling and it's very...sad. I can't describe everything I feel I just hope you know how much I care for you bae<3. And I know you already know all this prolly...i just keep reminding you okay? Because I can.